La vita è bella❤

2011-04-18T22:48:00.004+08:00

Hello to new lover here ♥

(:

2011-04-09T01:59:00.008+08:00

Just reminded that 90days to one of my close friend leaving for overseas study. And it'll be for like..3 years?? WHATTTTTT )))))): i haven had friends leaving my boundaries like that before.. It feels like losing a friend temporary.. ): Its so sad to sometime thinks that we're mostly living to please ppl around, & thats the part where we started to change & lose our real self..Quoted from one of my friend ' True friends accept for who you are'.Really,treasure friends esp those who truly concern & be there for you when you needed someone in life.I really cant imagine anyone could live life without friends?Its like life without meaning.

NEW WORKPLACE!(:

2011-04-05T22:47:00.006+08:00

ATTACHEMENT STARTED.78 MORE DAYS LEFT.HAHAHAHA
thats what my friend who worked w me said..
so well.....i cant see that my future will lie in the warehouse..
because even my own office table is in the warehouse! LOLOLOL
im stuck in the four wall of levels of pallets & boxes..for 3 mths.
with continuous more math & more excels!
WOOHOOO.WHAT A LIFE
so far still surviving because i'd so far a not bad supervisor here..
only that he's even more impatient than us when doing those math.
he just roared at the screen today. HAHAHAHA

I WILL SURVIVE~

♥

2011-04-03T00:25:00.004+08:00

I miss Lifen! Just received her msg again & im literally touched. I guess no one would bother bout my dreams in life like she do, thou i only mention it to her once randomly during our hospitalized times.. She always made me felt so motivated about what i wanna acheive... depite facing the realistic life. even that we're not v close,she still hopes i could acheive what i want & be happy. I feel so very appreciated thou its just a few messages sent to me lor. I MISS HERRRRRR!! cant wait to book & meet her one of the days this month! On the contary,feeling nostalgic browsing the hospitalized photos. sucha bitter-sweet memories..

overdueeeeee!

2011-04-01T02:39:00.003+08:00

Yes!Overdue photos & posts! short term expo fair job w cheryl & sinying!:D my job,to sort the booooooks!

Mum is damn sweet to bought me a cake on my bday,

thou i insist of not wanting anything.(:

PORK CHOP RICEEEEE!

went back to holland w sinying ystday actually to our ex-working place

& to 回味 the food from this fierce aunty!

but to our surprise......the 'fierce' aunty actually rmb us when we return ystday,

& she even smile & laughed talking to us

which made me feel guilty for what i used to think of her.

very touched when she said she rmb-ed us.Really....((:

Frankly,im in a dead & want-to-sleep mode while posting this.

I've no idea why do i insist in posting it now.LOL

If memory was a paper,i would wanna burn them all.

2011-03-26T21:46:00.002+08:00

"I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I haven’t known what’s wrong with me for awhile, but I know that something is. I never feel happy anymore… Nothing can make me happy enough. And if something does, well, it’s stolen from me almost right away. It’s like there’s something in the world that says, oh, shit, you can’t be happy. You’ve already been happy for a day, that just can’t happen. It’s like there’s something set against it." -tumblr

Have anyone ever feel that way too?
Its like there's something always sucking up my happiness.
I can never say out when im feeling content,bliss w life,
cos i know the nxt moment it wouldnt be the same.
Will it also work if i were to rant about the sucky life im experiencing now?

2011-03-26T02:09:00.003+08:00

I guess what happen recently wakes me up alot.
Its like being pulled down from the content feeling i'd for life,
to a living nightmare.
& i know it'll be a upcoming great disappointment , esp to mom..
I wanna comfort myself , saying excuse like its just another error in life..
but the fact that its not an happen-&-go error..i cant do it.
Nice enough,it also wakes me up to realize how much i'd lost..
I know its too late to make up anything but still.
Im really sorry to whoever i'd done wrong & left you.
Im sorry to whoever im going to disappoint .&
Im sorry to the life thats given to me & i dident treasure it enough.

Hopefully things would make it out smoothly soon.
PEACEEEE &LOVEEEE!(:

2011-03-24T01:25:00.002+08:00

Im sucha letdown.

2011-03-22T17:25:00.004+08:00

what should i do? who could help me?
Im standing here at one corner of the earth ,
thinking im not even worth to be created nor to be fortunate than those who's not.
Now i understand why ppl wishing they could return to when they're young.
As human grew older , more problems were to come & be faced.
Where do all the smile,optimistic thoughts & good things that happens go?

I really really really wish i could go back to when im 5 & restart my life again,
even it to mean to go thru all the obstacles i faced for the past years.
I badly wanna correct the mistakes.
I regretted for all i'd done that ruined the life i'd now God...i really do.

Is it too late?

& it starts now.

2011-03-13T16:47:00.002+08:00

I dont know if i could do it.
but i'll see how it goes from now till 1 month.
no snacks.
no mayo when buying subway.
no fast food.
no soft drinks.
no supper.

NO MAYO AND CHEESE FOR SUBWAY?!! T.T
This is gonna be a very hard battle..
Its like im facing a upcoming Olvl.

PERSERVERE.

kthxbye.posting again when there's result !

DREAM HIGH!

2011-03-13T02:10:00.004+08:00

Was obessed with this korean drama recently , Dream High.
Intially i dident thought it was nice.
But till episode 8 , it started to tickles my attention.
& now my twitter is spammed with Dreamhigh,
my playlist is playing the OST. LOLOLOLOL .

I dont know what.
but recently to what had happened to Japan..
through mummy stories bout one of her dead close ones..
I started to feel how fortunate im in a safe place,placed by God.
suddenly fearing there'll be ppl around me leaving me..
but at the same time not knowing how shuld i treasure everyone ard me?

i think im being sentimental now again... -.-
kthxbye.

RANDOM

2011-03-05T14:09:00.002+08:00

A good Hot tea + piece of sinfully cold cherry-top creamy cheese cake ,
with a good book alongside with the cafe soothing jazz music playing.
Perrrrrrfect Weekend.

I always imagine myself doing that in the states ,

cos they'd perrrrfect weather to made ppl sit down & relax.

If only SG has colder weather , & not so hush-hush....

ANYWAY.

have a good weekend ahead !

pace e di amore ❤

My Mistake.

2011-03-03T01:41:00.003+08:00

Seriously.Why am i still being hold down by the 'past' after so long?
it seems like i still cant accept the cruelity of life and people all this while,
& its time to change that damn naive mindset.

I cant imagine myself still living for the past even when i'm 50..
My life would be the story of 'The Frog In The Well'
never being able to see the beauty of the world cos of those damn past?!
NOOOOOOO way! >:(

soooooooooooooooo.
Let go those who dont worth your waiting,
Forgive those who once hurt you.(tryinggggg...)
& take revenge on those damn human who lied/backstab & bully you..
HAHAHAHA. just saying!-applies to above sentence (:
Is either you rule ur life , or the life rule you.
I'd come to a conclusion to myself that being always nice is not the option in life.
Some nothing-to-do human would still hurt,upset us along the way.
& Life gonna still be unfair at times for as long as we live.

Who says being human is lucky? Bang the wall.

& hey..

2011-03-02T00:25:00.002+08:00

1 month 2 days of holiday left.

Now counting down to the days of my attachement

& when attachement starts , you'll see me ranting when's holiday.LOL
Hope pretty march would treat me niceeee :D

& the few sketches i actually randomly drew.

There's one more actually , but the pic just gone berserk ):

If only i could concentrate in studies like how i did in drawing.

The moment the pencil's in my hand & i started to draw ,

it's like the whole world dosent matter .

Its like time stops & all i could see & feel is the drawing i gonna sketch out.

Miss learning art !

JB!

2011-02-28T02:04:00.003+08:00

#JBTOASIA TWITTER PARTEEEHHHH !
i went for autograph session , car-chasing session for other idol,
but not fantalk .
So the moment you saw ur fav idol infront of ur screen moving ,LIVE ,
you just gone berserk. even that he's not talking much or just sitting there ..
It like we're all retards sitting infront of the sceen for an hr.
He did talk , so its a little like webcam.
Just that he wouldnt reply u face to face but reply fans twitter qns.
& NO. HE DIDENT ANS ANY OF MY DAMN QNS. *instantly emos*
but i forgive cos FIRSTLY, its 2am over there.
SECONDLY, there's too many fans qns..
& THIRDLY, he wouldnt care even i dont forgive him for not ans-ing.
SO I DECIDED THAT I SHOULD ACCEPT THE FATE.
& i felt sorry to whoever had their twitter spammed by me.
IN ANYWAY , i know u all hate this but JOEBROOKS RAWKKKK!\m/
Its the new era of JB baby~

HOLIDAY~

2011-02-27T11:37:00.002+08:00

Pretty much sum up what i'd done this week.

so finally.had Seoul Garden w a few classmates! :DD

& finally fulfill my Kbox crave as well .HEHEHE
ohwait.For the first time,i picked JAYCHOU songs. so i tot i should take down this epic moment.

& took up a short term job.

gg to primary school to sell science toys.

& basically,i'd to memorise all the pricings down there.(insane)

& seriously.Kids nowadays are RICHASS.

they had like 50bucks when they're just PRIMARY SCHOOL?!!

even that its a weekly or monthly,ITS SO MUCH!

i only had 1buck back then....emo.

SEE THAT ERA DIFFERENCE...... totally crazy.

& these silly kids actually anyhow spent lor.Felt bad even to collect their money x.x

Practically been using my holiday quiteee...fruitful.

clean my room yesterday thou! half sparkling clean! :D

needa do what i wanna do before attachement starts!

dont know to feel excited or scared.

YAY

2011-02-22T12:31:00.003+08:00

kissssssgoodbye to year2! :DDDD

1 MORE YEAR TO ENDUREE! :>

But i feels like i'd finished poly this time round..

thou its 8months times till i returned to school. HEHEHE

cant wait for new workplace , new enviroment to adapt , all over again!

Been wondering how to spend my 1month holiday................

erm.i kinda miss school now. hehe :D

2011-02-17T21:47:00.005+08:00

No , i was wrong. i hadent change at all .

I still choose to keep things to myself.

still as fumbling ,sensitive & not confident with ownself like before.

still only expressive through writting & music.

still cant put away those long ago past , hatred

& those memories, feelings that i knew would made me upset.

It funny you know.

I know where my problem lies, but i cant seem to kick them off?

I know i know..

in life you can choose to live happily or saddening , why choose sad over happy,righhhhhhht?

But you know , being happy is really not easy.

Life just wants you to feel the bitterness to gain happiness in return.

ahhhhhhh. i'm being so random now.

But i just wanna pour out the random feelings somewhere now.

bear with me.hehehe (:

2011-02-17T10:35:00.002+08:00

I stare at my reflection in the mirror...
Why am I doing this to myself?
Losing my mind on a tiny error,
I nearly left the real me on the shelf...
"no, no, no, no..."

To lose it all in the blur of the start!
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay...
Sometimes it's hard, to follow your heart.
Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
Just be true to who you are!
(Who you are)x11

Brushing my hair, do I look perfect?
I forgot what to do to fit the mold, yeah!
The more I try the less is working yeah yeah yeah
'Cause everything aside me screams, "no, no, no, no..."

One of the best lyric & song written.
JESSIE J FTW!

Marking the end of year 2 !

2011-02-13T16:00:00.004+08:00

Us being rebellious!
went to CWP instead of doing ppt ! HAHAHA!

Perhaps because i've not been sch for the first 2 weeks,

this semester seemed to fly super fast!

cant express how much i love being in this class !

i guess they are the reason why im starting to love school now.. :D

The feeling whereby you feels happy upon seeing all of them ,

even thou u felt utterly sian inside that there's lesson. ((:

Dident had a whole class photo thou , cos most ponten on last day ):

On the other hand, i dont know why.

but i kept meeting & bumping onto old friends recently! hahaha!

Even thou its a short period of catchup,

like shihui called me to have a short chat,

meeting shiyun at end of lesson & went home together :D

& bumping onto Jojo & being overwhelmed by her super friendliness,

i appreciates all :DD

Did i mention i also bump onto santhea & tingwei otw home just now...

WHO'S NEXT.. HAHAHA. x)

missed my girls too.....

i was lining up for bus that time to school ,

when i suddenly wished my girls were here with me ):

if you all are reading this, catchup sooooooon ? HEHEHE (:

Shall end here & back to my ut3 revision T.T

F.I.G.H.T.I.N.G ! ^^

♥

2011-02-09T00:07:00.004+08:00

I guess everything's goin' really good for me right now.
Having almost everything I've been wanting to have.
Doing stuff that I love, being together with people I love.
How many times in our lives can we say; that life's perfect at the moment?

I guess this is one of the best feeling we'll ever wanna feel in life.
whereby you just wish time stop & so as to feel perfect for the longest time.

I really respect those people who could sing , write a song ,take a photograph
write a book or post with true sincerity,feelings & truth deep down from the heart.
be it singing from a broken heart or from a happy stories behind ,
they made me wanna feel what they feel.
I cant express to you all how i feel deep down from those people,
But all i could say is ,
listen to your heart , because sometimes ,
the heart may gave the true-est answer you are finding.(:

& one thing i learn about in my almost-to-19 years of life
is that, don't expect too much in life .
Be contented & you'll find life is not as bad after all (:

Live. Love. Laugh.

2011-02-07T23:59:00.006+08:00

When school's starts , i yearn for holiday.
BUTT.this time is gonna be different.
Its the last week of semester 2 , & im like super upset now alrdy la!
Another seperation from my classmates , faci's... -.-
But this time round is really hard , cos i'd a better bond with this class!
4 more days to end of sem , & im thinking alreadly..awwmann! D:

Anyway.had a super blast school day spent yesterday!
Literally laughed my day off ~
AHHHHH superlove my classmates.HEEHEE :DDDDDD
if only this last till i graduate ):
AHHHH i need to be contented , shouldnt i? [:

Gonna treasure my last 4days with all the lovlies!
& WO HAI MEI YOU STUDY UT3 AHHHHHHH.
DIELIAOLOR.

sidetrack hor , HOMECOMING'S SUPER NICE!
LAUGH FROM START TO END. HIGHLY RECOMMENED.

LIVE . LOVE . LAUGH :D

HUAT AH!

2011-02-05T01:06:00.006+08:00

I dont want to face the remaining days after new year T.T

UT3 then its either PP/attachement .

i can feel it..you are coming turmoil days~

Dont feel New year atmosphere this year.

actually it faded off year by year? LOL

DAY1 , my family reached quite late & only sees the rest for awhile,

most left to another hus for mahjong! ):

spend my day1 chatting with the usual close cousins :>

but i love day1,cos i felt closer&tighter with this families(:

Day2 , as usual,went to big aunt hus to have her famous porridge/noodles

ate SUPER ALOT & had my first gambling experience .HEEHEE :D

ok.i lost more than i win -.- but its okayyyyy,cos i bet super small HAHAHA!

50cents? LMAO.

regrets for this new year is i dident take any photos lor!

& to my surprise right ,its the first time no one asked me bout sch & studies!

BUTT they actually ask......

"boyfriend?"

some even too paiseh to ask me & ask thru my parent lor!

does imaginary celebrity boyfriend counts? HEEHEE :D

super sidetrack
i'm still upset over mom saying that,

"caucasian dislike chinese/asian.its like Singaporean dislike china/bangalas"

WHATTTTT??!! WHY? ):

no wonder joebrooks dont even reply any of my fb msg..

*act super sad & drawing circles* HAHAHAHAHA!

L.O.V.E

2011-02-01T22:54:00.005+08:00

i'm over the moon rainbow mountain today!

finally settled my cny clothings after hours of walking!

reached home with mom showering her unlimited love,

by telling me she brought my fav pineapple tarts & kuey lapis! :DD

mom dad knew i love eating them, so they brought them every cny.

ahhhh i felt so blessed !

as much as i complained , i felt so blessed deep inside.

this may not be a rich family ,

we cant afford car,big feast everyday.

i may not get that much of pocket money like u all does.

but at least i have a complete happy family,

a place where i can always call home. (:

goodtoyou.

2011-01-30T01:05:00.006+08:00

You dont understand how pathetic & unwillingly i once felt
when everytime you came running to me again,
when you started to be a litttttle nice again,
i asked myself , 'when is this good times going to end again....?'

2011-01-29T01:04:00.004+08:00

'Sometimes i just need to rant to someone about my life,without them saying anything.without them giving an opinion - without them judging me.- without them saying one word. I just need them to sit there and listen. Listen to every single word i say. Just Listen.'

I'm always the listener role.
Thus i always think how its like to say out everything without limits,
without worrying and doubts.
I still think pouring out by writting is the only way working for me.
Its so hard to say out when you started to uttered all over
& at the same time worrying ,is he/her listening for the sake of listening?

2011-01-26T21:01:00.002+08:00

First round of reunion dinner this year! (Y)

wo de AH MA! :DD
my FAVOURITE PART!LAO YU SHENGGGG! saw the taste like godness salmon?!! XD

the fried yam alongside with those mushrooms,'gan bei',prawn all inbetween.
super niceeee i thought :D
THE YAMMMM! too sweet for my liking.. There's still a few more dishes in the middle actually.
but i was too obessed with the food infront of me.HAHAHA!
thou its a super old restaurant , But the service was superb.
Just as we finish the first dish, come-clean-serve.(the 2nd dish)
that explains the overwhelming crowd when i reach there.
never did i expect that crowd when the place's so old & ulu ! LOL

near to 1 week till CNY. yet to buy any clothes STILLLLL :/
heading to town AGAIN by this week.
i dont want last min shopping like the last 2 years of CNY T.TT
but i deem i would if i still not getting by this week!

AHHHHHHHHHHHH.this make me dont feel like gg cny alreadly.
hao ma fan orh!

2011-01-22T20:27:00.002+08:00

Today , when i looked into the mirror , i realize how chinese-looking i was.
like DUHHH cos i am chinese here what?LOL
like you know. those kind of singaporean-china look.
small eyes , big nose , fat sized. HAIS!
Big eyes , sharp nose & face with the perfect curl hair... where are u alllll! x)
Like ystday while in town , i saw a few angmoh girls wearing super casual ,
with slipper,shirt but they could still wears it off!
When i saw singaporeans wears like this , it dosent give me the same feeling -.-
ohhhh god , how i envy themmmmm! :D

Sooooooo. i was randomly packing my room ,
when i found 3 diaries under my study table.
how i remember those times when i spend time writting them,
everyday without fail . even that i'd loads of hmwk.
Did i mention that my diary content is longer and more than my compo?LOL
should have around 10books of them now.LOLOLOL

Sidenote, super love saturday night!
good music , good weather. what else? good food :D

WHAT..WHAT..WHAT THE HELL?

2011-01-20T22:04:00.005+08:00

I cant help , But everytime i listen & sing along to Avril rock songs,
i felt like a truant.
I felt that life would be happier by not bothering too much.
& that makes me feel so good when i tried singing along.WOOOOO

The older i get , the less i care to bother.
maybe because you'd experience so much for the past 19years
& come to realise,
by caring too much dident give you much benefits either.

You bother putting effort in lesson but the teacher just dosent sees it ,
and give you a damn grade C. When you dident , you get a better grade.

You bother putting effort in the friendship , thinking she/he will slowly sees & appreciate.
But she/he dosent sees it that way , but only bother to find you when needs you.
how pathetically disappointing right?

Used to bother alot in life , that friends think i'm emo.
used to bother about people feelings , that i'm changing myself for them.
but come to think of it now , who cares when you bother for them?
Gaining more downs than ups.
I would rather think that Let natural take course (:

To sum it up ,
Life will be so much happier when you less fcuking care.
Utmost , you cant redo what is alreadly done.

(:

2011-01-20T01:54:00.003+08:00

"If there’s one thing I’ve learnt from my 18 years so far, it’s not to trust anyone so readily. Everyone can lie. ANYONE can lie. Anyone can break your trust, break a promise, break your heart, break your life at that point in time and the best part’s that there’s nothing you can do about it. " - quoted from nich blog

I couldnt be more agree to this sentence.
Lets face the reality.
Even the closest one can lie.yes,sadly..

Just came back from jogging w a friend anywayyyy! :D
my 3rd rounds is my friend 5th rounds.LOL
Basically , i walked more than i jog.HAHAHAA!
its so sick to feel exhausted alreadly on the 2nd round!):

Sidenote, i think 2011 is gonna be another happening year for me.
i can feel it coming babyyyyy~

2011-01-16T20:48:00.002+08:00

Adore JoeBrooks many many many many! :DD

i dont want to go schoooolllllll.
i dont want to face UT(s) result , ppt everything..
I JUST WANT TO BE A HAPPIER KID ):

you ppl really need to check out JB's songs.
SUPER AWESOME.

HAOO KAI XIN!

2011-01-15T12:53:00.002+08:00

Shihui 20th(:
off to 18chefs & Alps . WOOOOO :D

crazily spam playing cards , karaoke-ing & drinking xD

one of the most memorable gathering of UMB.
To get everyone start & end with the happy mood , really's not easy.
But we did it ! TILL THE MORNING! XD
cos after the whole celebration , we headed to shihui bf house to taunt ,
& continue to play CARDGAMES. LMAO.
shag but.happy. Thats the point right? :DD

On sidetrack , UT2 IS FINALLY OVER!! *SCREAM ON TOP OF MY LUNGS*
Wait. Temporarily over only.
because the most impt Ut3 is about 1 month later.
not near yet not far either.going to start mugging soon again! ):

& Im starting to love school alreadly!
partly because i'm happy being with people ard in my school(:
& super love my current class. HEHEHE :DD
3 more weeks to end of semester .
PP or IIP? NERVOUSSSSSS :BBB

before leaving ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDMA!LOVEYOUFOREVER&EVER♥
& IHEARTSJOEBROOKS♥ cant stop saying it HAHAHAA! XD

2011-01-06T15:25:00.002+08:00

What i've done yesterday :
dragging my feet to school with zoombified face.
outdoor educational trip to warehouse.
after lesson , to work till 11:30.
reach home , bath & danggggg SLEPT OFF.LOL

basically , life now is like.
SCHOOL. WORK. HOME.
they say age of mine now should grab the chance & play more!
too bad , i'm in singapore. small & nowhere to go?
cant wait to earn & take the $ to tour around countries nxt time!:DD
first destination aimed : ITALY!

a friend of mine had registered to studied in Australia after grad,
which made me thinking too.
HAHAHA.i think i sounded like i cant wait to get out of SG? LMAO.

& my NEW YEAR RESOLUTION..............HAHAHA.
experience drink , drank , drunk.HAHAHAHA ok not.
new year resolution :
determination to exercise!
get my faith back in school!
to be happier than last year (:

shutup.

2011-01-02T13:45:00.002+08:00

This is the expression i gonna give a million trillion times
when ppl telling me "I'M FAT" when they're not.

i can have friends telling me my size looked ok,
but when comes to themselves ( which they looked WAYYY thinner than me )
they'll say "NO.. I AM SO FATTTTTT! "
IS THIS SOME KIND OF JOKE?! & its very ironic.
or maybe they just dont want me to feel bad that i looked not ok.

esp girls , i think those skinnys should have a limit.
( because most girls rants they're fat...... )
i was happily wanting to treat this person actually , WHEN
she started to rant to me how eating this will make her fat ..
what this food contains , she'll need to blablablabla..
I JUST WANNA TREAT YOU SOMETHING NICE ,
DO YOU NEED TO RUIN IT LIKE THAT.

once in awhile you have something that contains alittle fat & cholestrol,
wont make you fat for 10kg OKAY?!
skinny ppl think its unhealthy ,
what about skipping meals , not eating, HEALTHY MEA? -.-

you want to stay slim , exercise.
STOP COMPLAINING YOU'RE FAT & DO NTH ABOUT IT,
BUT STARVE URSELF , YOU SKINNY FREAKOS!

wait.skinnys shouldnt even have the rights to rant they're fat.
ridiculous.

(:( ?

2010-12-28T17:00:00.002+08:00

i felt so un-motivated today ):
i felt i've wasted alot of dreams & time of mine thou i'd come so far.
but i've no idea how to save myself & make it right.
i'm falling to the danger zone.

i think i badly need to doodle now.
Faith , come back okay?

mmmm.

2010-12-27T01:42:00.002+08:00

The recent class gathering.
like.... 1/4 turn up? OHWELLS.
at least...kenji even turn up.. GOOD ENOUGH.

From pastamania @cineleisure
From Aston @ suntec
the washroom door is even nicer than my room door.
RIDICULOUS MAX.
Last day of work at dawson.
CAMWHORE SHIT.HAHAHAHAHA!
Mad enough , i had broke my chatting records recently.
one was with Sinying , whole 8hours of chats.
the other was ystday. msn chat till 6am in the very-early-moaning.
I THINK I'M SUPER TALKATIVE LA.
but i like.HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
to find someone whom you can cat with , with no boundaries ,
is not easy.
uttermost , you still have to feel trust on the person first.

yeah , yesterday was my last day working at Dawson...
with sincere deep right down bottom of my heart,
wanna thank the helpers & my 2 awesome MA help all these while.
thank for their accompaniment , help in carrying,distributing for me ,
& always putting on a smile w/o fail , making work a happier place every wk!
saddiest part is , i dident get to take their photo .. HAIZ LEI.

sidetrack.
I CANT RESIST JOEBROOKS ALREADLY.
his mad sexy lip & just-wake-up sexy voice ,
with the sexy brown hair & skin tight jeans he had on.
OMGGAWDD. *MAJOR MADNESS*
i'm flying to England for him. NOW&NEVERBACK.
HAHAHAHAHHAA.

Back to reality.
i have not study next week UT.
so dead.

2010-12-26T02:54:00.002+08:00

Today will mark the last day working at Dawson placeeeeee!
the thought of it made me insomnia now.):
wanna buy something for the ppl that helped me alot alot there..
but i don't know what.
cant imagine later might be the last time i would see them.
Photos shall be the forever memories at dawsonnnnn (:

everyone ard me were so happy there.
i can feel the close-ness & connections between the ppl ard there.
cos you know it when ppl ard greeting each other,
when the aunty exchanging so many redemption not for herself,
but she gave the ppl around she knew.
SO GOOOOOOOD RIGHTTTTTT !
& since tmr is the last day .......................
I SHALL TELL EVERYONE ILOVETHEM VERY VERY VERY MUCHHH

hehehe.

Buon Natale!

2010-12-25T02:17:00.003+08:00

My ideal of christmas i always thought of would be ,
having big feast w family in a loghouse with a chimney top.
inside the loghouse would have a fireplace , xmas tree & decos.
There will be snow falling lovely-ly outside ,
w kids building snowman , playing snow wars.
not forgetting fake santa giving out prezzie , alongside with his sledge & reindeer.
church would have choir singing along to xmas songs ,
& the whole city would be filled with xmas lights & atmosphere.

but too bad , I AM HERE IN SINGAPOREEEEEEEE.
its like a non-realistic dream xmas for me here ,
when its all happening very faraway from me.

ANYWAY.
HOPE EVERYONE WOULD ENJOY THEIR XMAS CELEBRATION,
be it you're in town , in church , at home or anywhere.
MERRYMERRY XMAS HUMANS !
PEACE & MUCH LOVE FROM ME TO YOUUUUUU (:

randomshit.

2010-12-22T00:36:00.006+08:00

A very random post , but i find this little girl explains Friendship
in a simplified, made me felt 'i agreeee!' feeling.
if you're free & kpo enough, H.E.R.E ;
http://scarletsparkles.blogspot.com/2010/11/ive-been-pondering-if-you-read-my-blog.html

Listening to Wangleehom songs now!
i think his songs never die, even in 20years later.
i cant name a song he sang that is awful.EVEN LIVEEEE!
i'll even tell my kids he's my first idol i liked!*proud* LOL! HAHAHA!
boyband like Fahrenheit can just dies off in , i give..3 years time!

Boys who could play guitar/piano while singing ,
extra plus-es for you all.
you know like...JOEBROOKKKKSSS! HAHAHAHA!

kthxbye.
meeting all my old friends in hours time.MUAHS.

AIYO!

2010-12-20T15:49:00.003+08:00

The first Monday of sch holiday ,
i was awaken by my awesome-ly godness neighbour upstairs.
drilled since 10AM & there goes my sleep . -.-
i was pissed at first , & decided to get out the hus to buy my breakfast.
i seriously dont understand how did my sis just sleep as thou nth happen?
my sleep-till-2pm-sleep plan... T.T

5 more days to Xmas.
seriously, i dont feel any of the xmas mood despite of all those
decorations , songs around..
how do i feel like xmas IN SINGAPORE?
lack of atmosphere,reindeers,fireplace,snow.you know.....

I dont know why,but i've been crazy bout English ppl recently?
i'm admiring the English ppl accent..when half of the time i dont understand
WTH ARE THEY TRYING TO SAY? HAHAHA.
listening to what words & how they used it in their sentence while talking..
& damn , i think the English looks super attractive to me recently..
they look so exquisite! AWWMAN.

I AM MARRYING A ENGLISH!
as if.

how should i spend the next 13days of holiday?

P.S LOVEHEARTSADORESJOEBROOKS XD

HOLIDAY~

2010-12-19T02:07:00.003+08:00

they left out Italy & Germany that i longed to go.
& now one more new place , England.(;
Till one day when i strike gold pot okays? HAHAHA

& for now , HELLO AWESOME WORLD.
ITS THE 2 NOT VERY LONG WEEKS OF SCHOOL HOLIDAY~
plus , exam right after return of first day of school. *RANTS*

ANYWAY.
there's one day where i'll be looking forward to on holiday!
TWENTY-SECOND :DDDDDD
its like major happy or what.
gonna meetup my girls then meet 5N1'S afterwhich.
its like a reunite with all my sec friends back again :DDDDD

seriously,its not even 3am & i felt like im dying to sleep.
GETTING OLD CINDY..YOU'RE GETTING OLD.
upgrading from 1 to 2 infront of my age number soon thou.
i guess that explains everything.

SUPERMAN!

2010-12-12T00:46:00.004+08:00

" But I can only write this song, And tell you that I'm not that strong.
'Cause I'm no superman, I hope you like me as I am. "

HE'S SO GONNA BE MY NEW SUPERMAN, JOE BROOKS.
i've raped the replay button of this song the 10th times now.
MAJOR CUTENESS. ANGMOH FTW :>
korean can never take over them.NEVERRR PLASTIC-ERS! :X

ANYWAY.
ITS THE LAST WEEK OF SCHDAY NXT WEEK TILL HOLIDAY!
*SCREAM JUMP DANCE*
but i've no plan for the 2 weeks except for mugging.
thats all i can think of.
straight away tests after the end of holiday.HOW NICE RIGHT -.-

mummy chia bday soooooon!
i said i'll save up for her bday.
but i just spend it on subway lor! TSK.

MOOMOOS

2010-12-07T20:58:00.002+08:00

when class got bored , teacher cant stop talking his grandfather stories ,
& yawns lala land coming all along.
DRAWING & gossiping on msn is an ideal thing XD
what to do. fake-hair-teacher lesson!
i'll screenshot the fake-hair-teacher i drew nxt time here XD

why say him fake-hair?
because his hair too much & too black for his age.
MUST BE FAKEE ONEEE HORR!X:

anyway,return SGH for checkup again.
prof tan was too awesome this time.
"NO MORE EYEDROPS FOR HER" , HE SAY. *SCREAMS*
no more crawling up middle of night,
shop & stop halfway just for the drips!:D

whenever i knew i was about to return for checkup,
i'll be very excited before the day itself XD
whenever i'm otw to or leaving after checkup,
my mind would start to play the times in there.
cant help , but to smile.
i felt so blessed & thankful for everyone there still.(:

i-want-to-fall-in-love-THIS CHRISTMAS!:3

with-WIDE-SMILE

2010-12-06T23:59:00.003+08:00

All i want for christmas , is him. ZACEFRON.
not too much too little.
HAHAHAHAHA.

EIGHT MORE DAYS TO SCHOOL HOLIDAY!
NINE MORE DAYS TO MUMMY CHIA BIG DAY!
EIGHTEEN DAYS TO XMAS!
i-am-so-broke-this-december.

no worries, be happy.

2010-12-05T22:08:00.002+08:00

supa bored in lecturer hall.
100slides thou. what to do.
mummy doing her hair with meeeeee! :DD
my every weekend routine.
waiting for time to pass before work starts!
There was this man, he carries a heavy bag wherever he goes and would never let it down. One day, the lift spoiled and unfortunately, he stayed on the 20th floor. Leaving him no other choice, he'd to climb the stairs. Step by step, the more steps he climbed, the heavier the bag felt. Soon, he could no longer withstand the weight of his bag on his shoulders and finally, he decided he have to put it down.

If we forget about all the bad things in life, forget about all hatreds, the abominations, the good will take over.
Let love take over.

2010-12-01T18:04:00.002+08:00

I've been waiting for something

something that I could hold onto

it's a whirlwind ploy....

don't be coy

won't you let me in

pull me in

before it's too late

the ghost he almost has me

would you?

I wonder

cos I'm falling into that bittersweet mystery

when you're awake

where do you wanna be?

it's a feather trail to a better way

or to a place of sighs

the aura is here and then it goes

fleeting, I wish it'd last a day to forever

are we karmically close?

2010-11-28T23:12:00.002+08:00

So how ya gonna razzle dazzle this xmas?(:

HEHEHE

2010-11-26T21:44:00.002+08:00

& my new BLING BLING nail polish!
IS IT NICE?! *NODS VIGOROUSLY* XD
cabbed to school today because of one damn jeans i decide to wear.
the 2nd time i wear jeans to sch.
normally i dont wear it, cos i seriously cant find top that matches it.
thus it explains why i cabbed to sch today.
took a damn 45mins to find ONE DAMN TOP to match a jeans -.-
that will a be year later till i wear jeans to sch again... HEH

Anyway.
I LOVE SCHOOL ! believe it not.
I LOVE MY CLASSMATES MOST! ^^
i cant stop laughing , smiling everyday whenever in class.
Its the first time friends told me ,
" why do you laugh so much?? why are u so happy? "
Its the first time i laughed so much in poly.
even small act like giving jellybeans to em' , made me happy.

but the happier i am. the more i felt time passes so fast..
treasure people!((:
& KEEP LAUGHING! X)

:D

2010-11-23T09:21:00.002+08:00

meetup with LAOLAO PAI clique like..whoaaaa
self camwhore after so long like..whoaaaaa again.
HAHAHAA!
like i always say,i'm born not a photogenic.
any photos w my PANCAKE FACE printed on , thats it.
i think thats what photoshop for.to crop faces like me , out.LOL

Anw, meetup with my laolao clique was AWESOME!
plus, this time finally clique get to reunited with shihui ! :DD
thou the steamboat service was kinda , screwed up ....
but the guys never failed to lighten up the atmosphere.
whats more awesome to just sit down, talk & laugh like there's no tmr,
when you're with people you love? (:

what have become me?

2010-11-17T02:17:00.003+08:00

i told mummy one day , ' i'm so tired.. '
i wish human have no emotions,
so nobody would get/feel hurt,angry or sad.

However, happy will be exceptional :D

(:

2010-11-13T21:14:00.002+08:00

double triple YAY
because nxt wed is holiday.
because im meeting my choir & senior clique nxt week!
because vampire diaries @ 10pm LATER!
because TANGLED & HARRYPOTTER'S coming up VERY SOON!
because i'd a new hair color crayoned on today!
last YAY because of all of them :D

but i'm not happy that my hair smells like a toxic.
i wanna pour all my cherry blossom perfume on my hair!

SYXY.

2010-11-08T00:00:00.002+08:00

NAINAI NG , MY HAPPY PILLS :DD

& now i understand why ppl prefer starbucks to mac cafe.
i can differentiate the moment i settle myself at starbucks!
it was soooo cosy that i wanna sit there for hours ,
w also their comfortable soothing songs played.

i can see myself finding hard to resist food all around ,
after those turmoil weeks being served hospital food!
I CANT STOP EATING.
i think you would be like WHOAAAA to my
oh-so-naiiseeeeeee(no)-figure.HAHAHA.

TIME FOR SOME MAJOR SWEAT ACTION BABY!

if you hadent realise , i had my 2 eyes WIDE OPEN ALREADLY.
but still as small as cherry.HAHAHA!

Lovable O's

2010-11-06T16:19:00.002+08:00

Sea otters hold hands when they sleep,
so they don’t drift away from each other.(:

i wouldnt hesitate to become one of em' if i'd next life!
how sweet can life be like this((:

bye.

2010-11-04T12:00:00.002+08:00

told manager i'm considering quitting cafe for this period.
partly also because , i felt i've no time for family,friends & myself.
since weekdays i'm studying , weekends i'm working!
took me a long long long long time to make this decision !
PATHETIC OR WHAT for this 4bucks per/hr job! -.-
so like most of you , I'VE MORE TIME NOW! YAY.
but also like most of you, i'm POOR! shugggs-

i overslept & see the wrong time this morning .
after preparing , i only realize its alrdy over NINE ,
THE EXACT TIME MY CLASS STARTS.LOL.
so i decided to start my holiday earlier than my classmate HAHAHA.

5 more days ; ):

Firework!

2010-10-31T17:13:00.000+08:00

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting throught the wind
Wanting to start again

Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards
One blow from caving in

Do you ever feel already buried deep
Six feet under scream
But no one seems to hear a thing

Do you know that tehre's still a chance for you
Cause there's a spark in you

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed
So you can open one that leads you to the perfect road

Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it's time, you'll know

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on slet your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on slet your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em goin "Oh, oh, oh!"

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon

T.G.I.F

2010-10-30T03:08:00.003+08:00

& as lesson ended , i was thinking , T.G.I.F !
just lovelovelove slacking at home during friday night.
just lie down , think nothing & have my own personal time .<3

anyway! my last eyecheck cost me 35BUCKS lei !
i paid 35bucks just to see that (doc) Fong for 5 mins! -.-
but i walked out of the checkup room laughing like mad thou.
i actually made Fong who barely speaks casually or smile to me,
laughed & speak informally!HAHAHA! how awesome!

i always think to be able to make someone who barely smile,
or love to act cool,
to smiling & paiseh on the face is sucha awesome thing to do!
HAHAHA! XD

& im finally back to schoooooool ~
it was hard for me intially ,cos i coudnt see the screen..
& people giving me stares & look cos of my blind eye -.-
NEVER SAW ONE EYE HUMAN BEFORE IZZT.
or they're thinking im winking at em'? HAHAHAHAAHA!

LOL

2010-10-28T01:57:00.002+08:00

i dont know which interestingly insane human thought of this.
but i would love to try.
if only i'm guaranteed i wouldn't die from this.
HAHAHAHAHA.

hey.i stare & laugh at this picture for a min okay.

kissgoodbye , SGH.

2010-10-25T16:39:00.007+08:00

as passed around round round,
yes. i'm admitted to SGH for the past 2weeks4days :D

"she'll need be hospitalized" that fierce lady doc said.
actually , i felt worried yet excited as well, after she said that.
first time admitting hospital yawwww , WOOHOO XD

perhaps the virus gone into me,
eyepain & fever on my first night there,
so that shows the icebag on my forehead belowwwwwww .SHINGZ!
the detector! they scared we patient ran away -.-
i even asked " will i get electrishock if i wear it to bath??!!" LOL
BATTERY WORKING YO.
& my sexyyyyyy red eye.
i'll get a intense pain inside whenever i look at this pic.EWW

AHHHHHHH. my hospitalized food.
FISH VEG RICE for every dinner. AWESOME! ZZZ

& later , my new friend Lifen , with same condition as me , admitted.
we always said , " next time if ppl ask us how we know , we'll say ,
hospitalized cos of our blind eye! " XD

& my 'stalker' for a period of my hospitalized days.
name , Lyon.
Overly active , loves to draw , come all around to find me & Lifen & said
" jiejie , play/draw with meeeeeeee "

AWWMANS..

but he's a handsome cad la. HEHEHE
my dripssssss.
started as 1hr per drip intially.NIGHTMARE~
imagine you've to wake up to drip every hr even in middle of night..
but immune after a week.
SLEEP LIKE A LOG AFTER THAT.HAHAHA
mmmmmmmmm..

my first ever experience of being pushed on a WHEELCHAIR!
thats why i loveeeeee gg to SNEC , eye centre XDD
i felt as thou , you know, PRIVILEGED XD

TILL NOW , i wonder who is DR PETER TSENG.
WHERE ARE YOU THESE 2WEEKS4DAYS??
& readddddddyyy to DISCHARGE!
SMIRKS*
experience alot of first time these 2weeks!!
like today , i get to sit on the ambulance! WOOLALAAS ~
reason being , its raining . so i was sent over to SNEC by ambulance..
when the SNEC blk is actually next blk only.. -.-

I was waken up by doc at 7.30am every morning for eye checkup.
so the eye doctors would take turn to see my condition.
you know who is the professional doc & who's not ,
just by how they open your eye ,
& how bright they use the scope to SHINEEEE to ur eyeeeeee.
& i realize Optometrist male doctors dont smile , at all. -.-
its like they've PMS everyday instead .
expect 1..my fav , Dr.Paul :DDDDDDD

so anyway.
my condition now has improved alot alrdy.
i could look into light , no more white spot
&& not so red & swollen like before alrdy!! :DDDD

deeply & sincerely , i really felt veryvery grateful & thankful
to everyone.Be it the optometists , nurses , patients &
all my friends & families that visited me.
its like so long since i felt like a child once again,
being taken care & worried for.. ((:

& now to the end of my weeks of EAT SLEEP DRIPS ,
i kept telling mummy " i miss there , soooo much..
please admit me there again if i need to be hospitalized, k! "
& mummy looked at me , " CHOY! " HAHAHA!
BACK TO REALITY.FIRST DAY OF SCH STARTS , TOMOLOOO.

i wish i'm back there sleeping again.
no schoool noooooooooo.

notyet.

2010-10-24T04:12:00.003+08:00

To update after my dischargeeeeeeeeeee!
its been a whole blindful long 2 weeeeeks!
its only when you nearly lost something/someone that you know how to treasure.

well said, well said.

Last Day.

2010-10-05T10:27:00.005+08:00

today's last day working at holland VVVVVV!
though it was just a short term job , but still , yeah.. )):

like cafe , my collegues & even the residents there were awesome.
im always late & always need them to open & lock the door for me,
& they're happy to help me & dont mind being troublesome.
residents there were the most unforgettable memories working here.
everytime i worked alone, they'll came in to chat with me,
asked me if i've eaten & even offer to buy for me,
even though we both are strangers, they concern as if im their close ones.
some would pass by & smile, shouted "MORNINGGGG!" hahaha! xD
suppeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer sweet ((:

so tell me, how am i going to forget such sweet people that once passed through my life?

goodbye & with so much loves Holland.V !

spell H.A.P.P.Y

2010-10-04T16:19:00.003+08:00

Red bean & cheese pancake with cold milky soya for breakfast today!:D
the smell from Mr.Bean this morning pulled me in,
when i planned to buy smth to bite at oldchangekeeeeee!

looking at happy blogs & pictures just made me
feel happy & think happy :DDDDDDDDDDDD
what can i say?a easily emotional influential kid here yo.

2010-09-30T16:59:00.004+08:00

BORED.AT.WORK.

all i know is , i keep munching on food.
& only entertain when i feel like it.HAHAHA.
specially today, i'd a awesome chats with a few elderly.
they're nice ppl to talk to.simple minded :DD

even spider & COCKROACH came in & acc me okay!
i swear i ran & hide each step the cockroach takes !
nobody there to save me lor .i was all alone T.T

2010-09-29T02:14:00.002+08:00

When Elmo isn’t ticklish,

and Pooh Bear hates honey.

When Tigger stops bouncing,

and Goofy isn’t funny.

When Peter Pan can’t fly,

and Simba never roars.

When Alice in Wonderland can’t fit through tiny doors.

When Dumbo’s ears are small,

and happily ever after isn’t true..

That’s when I’ll stop liking you.

2010-09-28T03:40:00.003+08:00

& from today onwards , i gonna live life with the 3 L's ,
Live Love Laugh.
Live well, Laugh often, & Love with all of your heart!:D

spread the love & laughter humans.
cos only happy human stays beautiful & handsome-er longer yaww (:

You happy,Cindy's happy too :D

2010-09-24T00:21:00.004+08:00

shihui doing a 'DA BAO' on my head!
SAW THE BROWN DA BAO?? HAHAHA!

& Sinying DA BAO! HAHAHA!

Mid Autumn Festival ard shihui area (:
The Kids! :DDDD

& my new collegue for the day!
KENDRA KEE(KEYYYYY/DRA DRA) XD
super awesome girl.

expectedly, i actually chatted alot with someone i first met.
my alot meaning like for the whole 8hours of working?!
i am very surprise!
cos i expect myself to actually stay a corner playing my psp
or reading a book :((
BUTT this girl made me talk everything anything. (:
BEST.she's my 2 collegues bestie. SMALL WORLD UH.

2010-09-20T23:15:00.005+08:00

NEW WORKPLACE!
TOGETHER WITH SINYING & SHERMIN <3

UNGLAM MAAAAXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX! XD

THE PERSON WHO WORKS WITH THE 'HDB' DEPARTMENT MAN.
it seems they're strict at first
BUT ACTUALLY ALSO SLACKER.LOL

my 'WORKPLACE TABLE' , also as 'INFORMATION COUNTER'
HAHAHAHA!
it was a easy job as stated .
to say it right, we're being paid THANKS TO THE 3 TOILET DOORS.
HAHAHAHA.
the building is a very old building.
so they actually wanna renovate the toilets, door/door gate, rubbish chute
for those residents living the area.
so basically,we're hired to demonstrate to how use the new' toilet door'
but actually in actual , we're working EVERYTHING.
not only demo , also must answer those residents annoying nv ending qns.
but that was the first 2 days before polling ends.

the 3rd day,which is today.
sinying & i basically JUST SIT & ROT & CHAT THE WHOLE DAY.
HAHAHAHAHAHHA.
SLACK LIKE NOBODY BUSINESS.
cos residents all had chosen & not bothered to come down.
thus,we even went to kopitiam to dabao food&drink halfway LOL

gonna bring smth to entertain ourselves tmr.
SNACKS , PSP & STORYBOOK TO BE PREPARED.
TEEHEEHEE. (:

& i finally jogged today :D

Goals for THIS MONTH

2010-09-14T03:12:00.003+08:00

1. sleep MANY MANY ! ok,im trying to slp early.

2. korean dramas & more movies.

3. SHOPPING!

4. another painting & drawing up!

5. ROOM KEEPING. total.mess-

6. watch my diet

7. kbox

8. control my savings

9. at least ONE family gathering succeed

10. to be a happier, bubberly , lively crazey kid.

but i deem i could manage no.8 ,

since my urge of shopping is so HUMONGOUSLY BIGGGG.

& i've been dreaming of being in Italy

ever since i watched 'Letters To Juliet'..

the movie was dang romantic & dreamy,that i felt im spinning in love alrdy.

back to my Italy,ahh yes.

i even went to googled info & images bout Italy after which,

which i also dont know why did i retardedly did that?

-.-

cant wait for Wed ! MISCHEVIOUS KISS YO~

till then.

anyeong haseyo~

2010-09-10T17:04:00.001+08:00

H.E.L.L.O WORLD. (:

2010-09-10T01:24:00.002+08:00

one more to gooooooooooooooooooooo! :DD

but sorry. im alrdy in a holiday mood.LOLLLLLLL :P

would(not)miss the nights of fighting with exams.

im not being a happier kid recently!:(

well.after exams babe & hunk. and then,

relaxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx~

maybe the noiser kid would perhaps return .hahaha! (:

2010-09-05T04:15:00.003+08:00

i really fear the history would repeat.

i don't know why am i like this.

2010-09-04T03:53:00.002+08:00

SOOOO INTO THIS DRAMA!

gonna look forward to every wed & thur alrdy!:DDDDDD

you know those drama that's only happening in fairytale.

unrealistic AT ALL.

but these kind of drama just struck & make u wanna scream.

its like as if the girl inside was you.LOL.HAHAHA.

good or bad i'm not sure either.

finding myself getting more & more sensitive to how ppl looks at me.

i'll actually imagine myself looking at , myself.

you know its like, i'm YOU, & i look at MYSELF..LOL

people always say , be urself , be natural is the best.

WALAOOOOOO dont lie & talk crap kays.

if im gonna present my 'REAL SELF', i swear a thousand times,

nobody will wanna get close to me ever.

just base on ur own REAL attitude & personalities,

how many will actually show your own true attitude & personalities totally

other than ur own family??!!

REFLECT PLS IF U ARENT..STOP LYING.HAHAHA

we just wanna save ourself from more enermies than friends, YES?

& guys always want girls to not put makeup on, ORIGINAL BEST WHAT.

but to us, putting makeup on to meet you all,boost our confidence

i like how xiaxue put it all together,

"As for men who are also always asking girls to put less make up... Let's face it, girls with make up intimidate you, that's all. You may claim we look like a whore etc, but you just fear rejection from us because make up adds a certain confidence and bitchiness to a person. Of course you prefer the fresh-faced nymph - she would never tell you your penis is tiny."

dont tell me all of those SNSD or whatever girlbands you'll liked

could come out so chio without thicker makeup on ! BLABLABLA.

dont know why am i so random ranting all these shit.

maybe i just need somewhere to vent my moodyness out .

meeting clique out to study in sch later.haissssssssssssssss.

2010-09-02T02:45:00.004+08:00

Be your teenage dream , tonight ' ;D

I'M SO OBESSED WITH THIS SONG

i've played it like the 20th times ! or like.more?LOL

katy perry music turns me onnnnnzxzxzx. SHINGZ-

slept for the latest time EVEEERRR ystday.

i jumped out of my bed instantly, 4.30pm....WHARRTT??!!!!!

i doubt i can wake up for my 1stday of sch.-.-

no wait, i doubt i'll be puntual for all my UTs as well.

exam due in 5days time! KILLLLL MEEEEE

but,

perhaps stress comes at the right time.

perhaps its helping me to kill time from those unhappiness!hahas.. ((:

2010-08-27T23:46:00.002+08:00

cindy's new favourite! JAGABEEEEEE~

1 the minimum 2 /3(depends)the maximum i'm eating daily now.

WHY DO I STILL FEEL MY TUMMY STILL BLOOPING OUT?!

FATTER! urghhhh not.

did i say i've lessen on sweetdrink & tidbits?!realllyyyy!

*twist fingers & toes* jagabee is exceptional :DD

oh,& welcome to the weeks of mental and physical turmoils.

EXAM DUE NEXT WEEK .WOOLALA

for me,only 1 module down, 4 more to go - GG

all the best students , hope you're alive till ya exam ;D

idontcare.idontcare.idontcare.idontcare.idontcare,anymore.

2010-08-24T14:28:00.002+08:00

i've got no reason to why i'm blogging today.

BUT I JUST FEEEEELIN' GOOOD.

so i suppose im just randomly expressing my GOOD MOOD here.

HAHAHAHAHA random -.-

i guess its friends ard that made me smile :DDDDDD

recently had been meeting & chatting with all my DARLINGS' alot!

i love the feeling that we still had many many to share,

& that we feel comfortable & close together :DD

like recently, been meeting shihui & sinying up alot!

& ystday night! had a long long chat with sinying & kiat !

no secrets but trust , & we just poured everything out.(:

now i understand the uber feeling of pouring out things to besties,

instead of keeping everything inside to ownself.

its like, HELLYEAH,I'M FEELIN PROBLEM-FREE BABY! xD

be it is it just this period or not,

thankyou for being a big part of my life.

PSSSST! you'll are awesomeeeee!(:

THE SARUS RETURNS !

2010-08-23T02:39:00.006+08:00

things happening in life for the past ONE WEEEEEEEEK.

to classmate hostel for steamboat session.

idk why i partialled with my grpmates for these -.-

& girls gathering with CHC girls for pedicure-ing :D
CHALET WITH UMB CLIQUE!

AHHHHHH.LOVE(:

mad drop from alcohol.totally.

shihui with her fishing game.

she's super goooooooooooooooood at it.LOL

& she played to win these.

yes,children plasticine.HAHAHA.

& ystday kite flying.

OUR KITE DIDENT MANAGE TO FLY-.-
i thought i wasted my first week of holiday,JUST LIKE THAT.

enjoy then suffer perhaps.

after today,time for exam revisions for me & many around.

& shihui starting her full time work , as a childcare teacherrrr! xD

somehowwwwww,i'm excited & nervous for her as well,dk why! HAHAHA!

cant wait to meetup & hear her stories bout she with those kids!xD

don't know why, felt like im seeing all my besties alot recently.

i mean like, MANY MANY!

SICK AH! HAHAHA!

P.S ; 朋友比情人还死心塌地! :DD

2010-08-15T16:41:00.002+08:00

with my usless arms , which cant even put out the littlest force.

i spent my sunday afternoon ,

watching the most lovely & romantic movie EVVVEERR,

' A Walk To Remember.'

i swear one will cry for at least one of the parts of the whole story.

IT WAS DAMN GOOOD! :D

wonder how shuld i spend my rest of holidays..

IM ALREADLY BORED TO DEATH NOW.

by the end of holiday ,you all can talk to my corpse.

sidetrack,sometimes i think i care TOO MUCH.

to the extend that,people just take it for granted.

pathetic.

2010-08-15T01:11:00.002+08:00

may be the smallest,tiniest,miniest thing to you.

but to me, is a BIGBIGBIGBIGBIGBIG thingggg.

I'VE LEARN TO CYCLE ALREADY!!!!!! YAY? :DD

like ermm.FINALLLYY? for that few hours .

super thankful to clique & QUEKJIAHAO especially ,i must say.

every drop of his sweat ystday is how much i wanna thank him.

IMMA REALLY VERY TOUCHED OKAY.

he ran like a mile for me.SO I GOT TO FEEL TOUCHED !

so yay.

but really seriously,

my butt & leg hurts like nobody business now.

NO I DIDENT FALL,i'd bruises :(

2010-08-12T22:22:00.003+08:00

SO LONGGGGGGGGGGGGG

since camwhore started once , again.

& AH HUH AH HUH,

TMR'S THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOOOOOOOOOOL.WOOHOOO

what made it sucks is that,it ended with that indian cher lesson.

what made it happy is that , its the last day IM ENDURING THIS INDIANNNN

what made it sad is that , its the last day i'll be in the same class w all.

i think this sem is the happiest moment i'd so far in poly.

GONA MISS ALL MY MAD ZHA BOS

& THE 5 GUYS WHO ENDURE OUR SIAOS IN CLASS :(

I LOVE MY CLASS (:

2010-08-07T14:46:00.002+08:00

so trueeeee.

i think trust is one of the biggest problem in my life.

perhaps simple for others,

but its as hard as pushing a big rock for me.

2010-08-04T13:20:00.002+08:00

i gotta feeling i gonna globble down food like this blue monster does,later.

so hungry.so hungry.so hungry.so hungry.so hungry.

& .no money.no money.no money.no money!

but i still wana watch Salt.TEEHEEHEE :X A.J in the house lei!

my shortcut , A.J (ANGELINA JOLIE)

freaking finding other jobs in the moaning just now..

i've got a list of 'to fullfil' things to spend on.HURHURHURRR

on side track, my phone just runaway.

so yeah, contact me thru msn , if anyone even come & read this.

NOW.. BUTTON OR TOUCH? SHINGZ!

2010-07-31T14:41:00.002+08:00

other than money,
i think life is great to the fullest.

2010-07-30T00:07:00.003+08:00

HappyBirthdayDaddy :D

hopes he liked what we'd prepared for his this year big day.

xoxo

2010-07-27T01:34:00.002+08:00

what am i fighting for?

2010-07-24T14:14:00.002+08:00

i swear i'm 2 times fatter now.
i swear its disgust me looking at my own fat ass figure.
its like,i felt like running myself down.
cutting down sweet drinks & fried food & tidbits.
DIET TIME , THIS TIME I SWEAR.

no,holiday not gona scare me from dieting.
slimslim on the way! :DD

2010-07-24T00:28:00.002+08:00

ITS FRIDAY NIGHT & I'M LOVIN' IT.
the feeling of lazing ard & stress freeeee-
awesome& feel like in heaven :D

& dident that i realize its 2weeks more to end of semester1 !
i just think is this sem is shooting rocket fast baby!
& unexpectedly, i dono to feel happy or sad(as well).
i swear they're the best classmates i'd so far for all the sems.
not so much of those 'riots' ,fakers & 'childishness' of someeee ppl.
i thought i cant make it w.o sy&sh in sch after they left,
but these ppl prove me wrong.(:

awwwww.what should i say?
another round of hard-to-part session i guess.

2010-07-23T02:50:00.003+08:00

likes that very rare moment when you felt
life is beautiful.
life is perfect.
life is awesome shit.
the moment where life is up to ur satisfaction that you wish,
it stops at that very moment.
don't you wish everyday we could just feel that way?hurhur.

23rd todaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.
yes , specially to my 2 bestbest ;
NSY ,my ORH NEHHHH
TWK , my SMELLLY
HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

P.S : I FINALLY GOTTEN MY POKEMON GAME IN MY LAPPY!
SPELL H.A.P.P.Y :D

2010-07-19T20:59:00.001+08:00

This is the time,where this picture is meant to be created.
i hate numbers.
i think they're like monsters ,chasing me for life.

TUMBLER-ING UP.

2010-07-17T13:29:00.003+08:00

still using blogger.
but tumblr on the other hand as well.
till i'm super good with tumblr,i'll change over (:
♥ http://irawrs.tumblr.com/

goooooooood moaaning world!
feeling unknowingly upbeat today :D

28moredays baby.

2010-07-17T02:29:00.002+08:00

need a long big beauty sleep after this hectic sch days.
at least till 1pm beauty sleep later.ATLEAST!
& engine starting again for work n my upcoming 3 exams :(
loving this semester day by day.
perhaps mainly because of new classmates,
that made me walk thru the i-hate-school feel away.WHOOHOO

& heard that there'll be attachement opportunity for year 3 now!
EXCITEDDDDDD!
best,3 options to choose from to which kind you wanted your yr3 to be.
how awesome is that than to stay in class for all 3 years?!
gonna work very very hard for my last year baby!
cant wait to graduate & conquer the world! hahaha!

superwoman!

2010-07-16T01:33:00.002+08:00

looooooooooooooooooooong day in school these days.
UT2'S BACK!
lesson,lecturer talks,remedials by classmates after sch now.
somehow, i like the busyness & stress i'm feeling now.
its putting colours into my life somehow.HEHEHE :D
PERSERVEERREEEEEEE!

Cause now even I can tell that I confused my feelings with the truth ;

2010-07-13T14:18:00.003+08:00

cindy's a problematic kid.
problems up down left right everywhere.
asthma made me skipped lesson today.
& my everyday problematic nose is killing me..
anyone who slept same r00m with me will know.HAHAHA :X
& i don't know why i'm not feeling hungry today :(

was having InventoryMgt test ystday.
i swear for once i think my time is worth spending for the test
over my beauty sleeeeeeeeep.
super thankful to my awesome classmates as well.
one whole grp last min gather after lesson to be teach.haha!xD
actually,thinking bout it.school not bad after all what!
just that i'm upset over my 2 girls one by one leaving me :(

i think guys who leaves little beard at their lower chin is
sooooooooooooo man & hawt.
& i concidentally met this japan-like guy ystday at carl's
with this kinda style of beard on him.
WAAAAHHHHH~its a major regret i dident ask for his number..
HAHAHA

2010-07-11T05:04:00.003+08:00

Hopefully this boy wouldnt leave Werder Bremen nxt year.
i don't want to face the fact that its the first & perhaps the last time,
i'm watching him playing for WB!
you stay....... ):

WORLDCUP 2010 3RD PLACE ,
*DRUM ROLLLSSSS*
GERMANY!!!!
OLEH OLEH OLEH OLEH !

2010-07-08T12:02:00.002+08:00

so argentina was not the BIGGEST stone infront afterall.
spain was a million times better than argentina please -.-
& germany was call off from the finals by 0-1 :(

heartbreaking to see those disappointed & dejected faces from the players,
knowing Germany played a super awesome game!
SUPER SUPER HEARTS YOU GERMANY! 3RD PLACE FTW!(:
& damn the long hair spain guy for pushing ozil TIMES. LOL

DESPICABLE ME LAUNCH TODAY!
'ITS SO FLUFFY I GONNA DIE!' XD

2010-07-07T09:24:00.003+08:00

& specially to
LIM SHIHUI
NG SINYING
ANG TINGWEI

i miss you ,wonder girls (:

visiting limshihui lateeeeerrrr.
super excited!:D

2010-07-04T22:30:00.001+08:00

2010-07-04T01:15:00.002+08:00

this octopus is godlike fortune teller i MUST say.

it had predicted 5 games all correct for Germany this year games.

yes,5 meaning plus today's game ,

GERMANY VS Argentina, 4-0

really wish i could scream my lungs out for the 4goals just now,

if not for my sister scolding for my first scream .LOL

still, GOGOGO GERMANY ! ALLLLLL THE WAY FOR ALL MATCHES!

very very proud of you :>

2010-07-03T12:11:00.002+08:00

loveeee the feeling of waking up,feeling awesome-ly great.
love the morning rain.
love the saturday.
love the happy mood.
love the excited-ness i've for tonight Germany match.

canntwait for 10pm10pm10pm10pmmmmm!
FTWGERMANY!

2010-07-01T00:29:00.001+08:00

& baby,your existence is a beautiful mistake.

2010-06-30T17:50:00.003+08:00

Believe it not.
i'm in sch now studying for upcoming test.
CANYOUBELIEVEITNOT.LOL
this week shall be commence as a braincell killing week.
every lesson seems so hard & sucky to overcome.
resisting the temptation of ponten & partial..
ENDUREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

okay back to reality.

2010-06-28T23:24:00.003+08:00

SHIHUI'S BACK SCH TODAY!

i swear my voice liften 10volume up ,smile a thousand nicer when i heard her voice!

i dident even believe & asked 'are you (really) shihui??? '

yes girl.

if you see this, don't MIA from me again!HUMPH-

don't know why,but my damn appetite is back!

i can feel my tummy boombing out alrdy.

& my non-stop-moving mouth operating again!

ohyesDAMMMMIIITTTTTTT.

i want to jogjogjogjogjogjogjog.

SOMEONE MOTIVATES & PUSH ME PLS-

When I miss you, sometimes I listen to music or look at pictures of you, not to remind me of you but to make me feel as if I'm with you. It makes me forget the distance and capture you.-- James