its very hard for me to feel the sense of joy & looking forward,thinking that sch is starting , year 2 is coming ,fear is finding me again.
i wish shihui & sinying was with me through all these.
just felt like running away,get out of the sch & remade my choices ,then
start a new beginning all over again.
i think i am at a point of a situation whereby i'm stuck between choices.
quit sch & go for a sch that i can pick up my interest,
or to finish my poly course then take another diploma in uni or smth & work.
the feeling of studying for the sake of studying , sucks.
