No , i was wrong. i hadent change at all .

I still choose to keep things to myself.

still as fumbling ,sensitive & not confident with ownself like before.

still only expressive through writting & music.

still cant put away those long ago past , hatred

& those memories, feelings that i knew would made me upset.

It funny you know.

I know where my problem lies, but i cant seem to kick them off?

I know i know..

in life you can choose to live happily or saddening , why choose sad over happy,righhhhhhht?

But you know , being happy is really not easy.

Life just wants you to feel the bitterness to gain happiness in return.

ahhhhhhh. i'm being so random now.

But i just wanna pour out the random feelings somewhere now.

bear with me.hehehe (: