I guess what happen recently wakes me up alot.
Its like being pulled down from the content feeling i'd for life,
to a living nightmare.
& i know it'll be a upcoming great disappointment , esp to mom..
I wanna comfort myself , saying excuse like its just another error in life..
but the fact that its not an happen-&-go error..i cant do it.
Nice enough,it also wakes me up to realize how much i'd lost..
I know its too late to make up anything but still.
Im really sorry to whoever i'd done wrong & left you.
Im sorry to whoever im going to disappoint .&
Im sorry to the life thats given to me & i dident treasure it enough.

Hopefully things would make it out smoothly soon.
PEACEEEE &LOVEEEE!(: